Here To Stay

This time taking it away
I've got a problem
With me getting in the way
Not by my side
So I take my face and bash it into a mirror
I won't have to see the pain bleed bleed

This state is elevating
As the hurt turns into hating
Anticipating all the fucked up feelings again

The hurt inside is fading
This shits gone way to far
All this time I've been waiting
Now I cannot grieve anymore
For what's in side awaking
My god I'm not a whore
You've taken everything
And now I cannot give anymore

My minds done with this
Ok I got a question
Can I throw it all away?
Take back what's mine?
So I take my time driving humbly down the line
Each cut goes up to the vain bleed bleed

this state is elevating
As the hurt turns into hating,
Anticipating all the fucked up feelings again

The hurt inside is fading
This shits gone way to far
All this time I've been waiting
Now I cannot grieve anymore
For what's in side awaking
My god I'm not a whore
You've taken everything
And now I can not give anymore

I'm here to stay, Bring me down [x4]